STOP COMPARING ME ! I AM SO DONE ! ( part 1 ) ( Hindi ): Ski Diaries Episode 07

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STOP COMPARING ME ! I AM SO DONE ! ( part 1 ): Ski Diaries Episode 07

 

I was so furious this day…When I’m re-reading this I’m literally like somebody calm this gorl down LMAO😂🤣😭🤡 CALM DOWN MY DOTHAARRR

  

 A WHOLE ASS RANT SESSION LMAO

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Sab muje baar baar dusro se compare q karte rehte hai? did I ever compared them to anyone saying usko dekho wo tumse behtar hai?...tum un jaise q nhi ho? no never...coz I know how it feels...jo karna hai karo yar but this comparison waali shit triggers me way too much and gets on my nerves easily…. GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!😤😤💢💢😡😡😠😠💀💀🤡🤡

*turns into a super saiyaan*

 

 

 

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I always say everyone is different but mai bhul gayi thi k iska matlab ye b hai k the way you treat others won’t be the way they treat you LMAO 🙂

 

 

YOU NEED TO SET YOUR BARS FOR OTHERS ON HOW YOU MUST BE TREATED

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Maybe you spat shit about me for seconds

But it's gonna affect me the entire life…💔🙂🤡💀

The words you said gonna manipulate my decisions my entire life even if I try my best… it will STILL pop in my head all the time🙂🤡💀

 

ME:MUJE KUCH FARAK NAHI PADTA KOI MERE BAARE ME KYA SOCHTA HAI…YA MERE BAARE ME KYA  BOLTA HAI…

(JhOOt jHoOT JHOOT BOL RAHI  HAI YE AURAT)

ALSO ME:*REMEMBERS someone said me I GAINED WEIGHT and look FAT for the rest of my life*(even when I am underweight LMAO)

  

 ME to my BRAIN at 3 am:

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Stop comparing me to other girls or literally anyone… stop  telling me they're more ✨ bEaUTiFuL ✨ have more ✨ clear skin ✨ or have more ✨ whiter skin ✨  than me... I don't wanna hear meri skin tumhe kaisi lagti hai ya mai tumhe kaise dikhti hu... Just shut tf up...I don't wanna hear what your eyes saw in me… Matka(earthen pot) pahenke ghumo whenever you are around me if you can’t shut the fuck up and  stop spitting shit…😤😤💀💀🤡🤡🤡

  

         Stop comparing me with other children saying wo log mere se better position par hai ya they are earning more than me ...they are better than me in studies or whatever...LIKE SO WHAT?POOJA KARU UNKI ENCOURAGE NHI KAR RHE HO YA APPRECIATE NHI KAR RHE HO TO DISCOURAGE AUR DEMOTIVATE BHI NA KARO NA BHAI Don’t make me feel like I am still lacking even when I am doing my best…it’s my life and I am a RESPONSIBLE PERSON… I have huge plans I know I need to work hard for them so I always give my best… Have I ever compared you to AMBANI UNCLE or whoever other businessmen in the world saying they are wealthier and give their children whatever they want? leave about getting what they want... I don't wanna go there... I'M GRATEFUL TO WHATEVER GOD HAS GIVEN US... MAI WO SAB COMPARE NAHI KARNA CHAHTI YA AAPKO AMBANI SE COMPARE NAHI KARNA CHAHTI …but still as you always LOVE to bring up this COMPARISON WALA TOPIC... LET ME JUST SAY IT have I ever complaint about anything that you didn't had and other parents do? NO KABHI ! BHI ! NAHI ! AND I WON'T! EVER! DO! THAT! ...COZ MAI SAMAJTI HU and MUJE PATA HAI you are doing your best to provide whatever we have right now AND I AM SO FCKN  GRATEFUL FOR IT ALL THE TIME… can’t you too be happy and for ONCE appreciate me or my efforts or tell me k maine bahut acha kiya? LIKE JUST EK BAAR?🥺🥺💔💔  Mai hamesha situation ko samajne ki koshish karti hu and i don't comment or compare you ... COZ I KNOW IT HURTS...we don't say it BUT IT HURTS LIKE HELL... PLEASE DON'T COMPARE...AND THIS IS NOT ONLY FOR PARENTS BUT EVERYONE… stop comparing your sibling to others and at least just once tell them YOU ARE GRATEFUL TO WHATEVER PIECE OF SHIT SIBLING YOU HAVE ...

  

 STOP COMPARING YOUR FRIENDSHIP TO OTHERS… STOP  COMPARING YOUR ANY RELATIONSHIP TO OTHERS… AND just be grateful for being with the person you are with right now…

 

 

 

EVERYONE IS GOING THROUGH THEIR OWN SHIT AND IS TRYING TO MAKE IT WORK! they have their own FILTER on them...I have my own filter on me...I don't show all my things to EVERYONE... you see what I allow you to see...

 

 

 

YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT HOW I LOOK TO YOU! COZ WHAT YOU SEE IS THE FILTERED PART OF ME! IT IS WHAT I LET YOU SEE! So just shut the fuck up if you are not praising the person you gonna talk about! NO I DON'T WANNA HEAR YOUR STUPID OPINION ABOUT ME THAT MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL!

I LOVE #MyFilter ! THANK YOU NEXT!

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CALM DOWN MY DOTHAARRR LMAO 😂😂🤣🤣🤡✨✨💀💀 Sometimes I love my past self so much LMAO pata nahi q maine khud ko as a small bean imagine kiya who is furious🤣🤣😂😂🤡🤡

 

 

     LMAO WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF JFDLJKZH I DID MYSELF DIRTY LSDKFGFJLJ I love you my past clown🤣🤣😂😂🤡🤡🥰🥰💜💜ok see ya everyone  in the next episode till then eat well and take care everyone UwU💜💜and don't forget to subscribe  if you haven't yet...

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