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(started from September 2020)
The episodes sometimes may contain my own personal experience through depression, anxiety issues that I go through, chronic constipation,
eating disorder, mental breakdowns, some personal confessions and other
things that I experienced throughout the time of documenting this…. I have shared the solutions to the things(things that I found helpful)
I have gone through too so it may help the ones who are going through
it…if you feel uncomfortable or triggered reading any part just skip it… you may not wanna read or hear something coz you may not be going through
it but maybe someone else need these things…at least they’ll know they’re
not alone and if anyone shared something in the
comments please don’t make fun of anyone’s situation if you can’t help or comfort then don’t waste your energy in typing
too just to make fun…I wanna create a secure and healthy environment here where people are here
to help each other.... and be there for each other to support and comfort
whenever needed...THANK YOU
P.S. ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE AND SO THIS MAY HAVE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS… BUT PLEASE UNDERTAND AND BEAR WITH ME…LOL🤡🙏
ANOTHER P.S. NOTHING IS SPONSERED IN THIS BLOG EVERYTHING IS BASED ON MY GENUINE EXPERIENCES
It's not always what you think it is : MINI EPISODE 6.1 …
Remember this?
Edited after some weeks…
It wasn’t coffee lol…I’ll find later…I still have coffee now…
I got the answer now LMAO😂🤡
It was STRESS…💔🙂💀💀🤡🤡🤡
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The very next day after I thought about whether to LEAVE this
internship or not…
Hhhhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooooooooo maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwddddddddddddd hfjdhglkjzhlgjkzhlkjf😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔
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Ye you
guessed it right…🙂 I was BLEEDING
again🙂… this time it was more WORSE than before💔🙂😭🤡💀… so eventually I had to GIVE UP THE INTERNSHIP…. I was angry😠😡💢😣😤😤
at myself thinking I don't have money I am trying my best to START ALL OVER AGAIN but my HEALTH is not supporting me now fIEOGFUYCBKJhfdskaj
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I started mumbling to myself that it’s alright I did great (talking and reassuring yourself helps in making you
mentally strong…its ok talk to yourself when you need it…be your
own savior)…
They were calling me since morning but I didn't pick up LOL... I just left a message to the HR that I can’t continue due to medical reasons and left the group in suspense🤡💀…
Anyway…about the internship…It was a great experience though within a span of almost 1 and half week I learnt so many things and I called so many people that I overcame my fear to talk to strangers on a call to some extent LMAO…😂🤣😭😭🤡🤡💀💀
Leaving something healthy is easy but getting back on track is difficult 💀💀
— Ski (@ski_diaries) May 18, 2021
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Me right now:
After this I found another internship and I am still on it… at a BETTER PLACE and a BETTER ONE where I DON’T FEEL EXHAUSTED…I am still on internship and don't have a permanent or stable job but still i am earning almost double the amount I earned before…ALHUMDULILLAH(praise be to God)😌😌
The more you think about it the more you give the energy to it…Thinking about the things I don’t have increased the negativity and stressed me even more…
Focus on the things that you have and try to make it work and be grateful whatever the outcome be… keep in mind it could have been worse and thank god and try again…
Take care of
yourself and pamper to increase your positive vibes... spending a little on
yourself is ok as long as it makes you feel happy... you still have many
more chances left…💜💜✨✨🥰🥰😘😘🤗🤗
Take a deep
breath in… plan out things… and start again…achieve things
one at a time…its ok to take small steps…and be true to yourself and have faith that you can make it... coz this
attempt that you will do will be more powerful than the one you just
did…🥰coz you are wiser than you were before🥰✨✨💜💜✊✊fighting💜💜✨✨
All the shit puzzle pieces will fall in place…just go with the flow and take decisions based on what YOU think and not OTHERS...
We just need some reminders coz humans are forgetful.....
THAT WE NEED TO BE A BIT PATIENT TO SEE THE BEAUTY OF LIFE WE ARE LIVING COZ THE BEST IS YET TO
COME…
LET ME HAVE MY COFFEE FIRST LMAO☕☕
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You are precious✨...you are strong…✨💜BORAHAE…💜✨
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