IMPORTANT NOTE PLEASE OPEN AND READ THIS
(started from September 2020)
The episodes sometimes may contain my own personal experience through depression, anxiety issues that I go through, chronic constipation,
eating disorder, mental breakdowns, some personal confessions and other
things that I experienced throughout the time of documenting this…. I have shared the solutions to the things(things that I found helpful)
I have gone through too so it may help the ones who are going through
it…if you feel uncomfortable or triggered reading any part just skip it… you may not wanna read or hear something coz you may not be going through
it but maybe someone else need these things…at least they’ll know they’re
not alone and if anyone shared something in the
comments please don’t make fun of anyone’s situation if you can’t help or comfort then don’t waste your energy in typing
too just to make fun…I wanna create a secure and healthy environment here where people are here
to help each other.... and be there for each other to support and comfort
whenever needed...THANK YOU
P.S. ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE AND SO THIS MAY HAVE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS… BUT PLEASE UNDERTAND AND BEAR WITH ME…LOL🤡🙏
ANOTHER P.S. NOTHING IS SPONSERED IN THIS BLOG EVERYTHING IS BASED ON MY GENUINE EXPERIENCES
THE AFTER EFFECTS
Ye wala episode chota hai thoda I guess(?) and totally raw and not much in
detail as I wasn’t able to type that day and I haven’t edited anything or
added anything in the past documented work to elaborate in
depth k muje exactly kaisa feel ho raha tha in those days either as I
thought I should keep it raw here…
This is the first time I am opening up this much to anyone but its ok…
maybe someone is going through the same shit… I want them to know that they
are not alone aur ye waqt bhi guzar jayega
TRIGGER WARNING RAW EMOTIONS AHEAD
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Ye kya ho gayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm going through some serious shit cncnncjd😭😭baith b nhi paa rahi hu theek se yaar wtf hhgdhgoahgar... I'm going through chronic constipation... I'm on medications but it still hurts😭😭😭bahut pain ho raha hai……..
oh goooooooooooooooooooddddddddddddddddddddddd aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
I am drinking a looooottt of water but i don't know why I feel like it's
still not working 😭😭😭I keep bleeding and it hurts like hell😭😭itna blood loss aise hi kam khoon hai upar se ye ab
Jgfhgfkhkglhggljgfsafassdfghjklmncvxz
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After some days…
Poora din bas bed par padi huyi thi mai agle din
🛌🕙
…azu baazu kya ho raha hai kuch dhyan nhi tha😵😵🤯🤯… even a small movement was painful💔😵😵…
Ye sab to ho hi raha tha…aur guess
karo muje hi bolne k liye kon aya?🙂
PERIODS LMAO💔🙂😭
Today…bahut zyada weakness lag rahi hai… I am not bleeding anymore thank god(except for periods💔🙂) …. Par dard to hai hi 💔💔💀 … and I am feeling too much weak …chakkar aa rahe hai utho to😵😵… Bahut blood loss hua isliye I guess…💔🙂*sighs* buts its ok... thode din pehle halat zyada kharaab thi...wo waqt guzar gaya…this will pass too...🙂
P.S. Weakness lage to achese khao…jo ho sake khao…man nhi bhi kar rha hoga to khao… just shove in that food in your body!!!🍚🍜🍲🥗🥘🍌🍉
Well that’s what I am doing right now…you did lose blood and your body needs to make up for it…eat dates…and fruits smoothie or anything but just keep on taking in something that would provide energy and generate blood…DRINK A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OF WATER💧🌊……doob jao paani me I don’t care but bahot saara paani pee lo…
P.S.: Have ORS if needed…its ok… your body is weak right now and you need to revive it… I did ORS too high five🙌 LMAO… AVOID JUNK FOOD
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STOP RIGHT THERE! RUKO IDHAR PAR!!!!!!!
REMINDER FOR EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS …
CONSTIPATION HO YA NA HO….
ABHI EK GLASS JAAKAR PAANI PEELO!!!!
FIR AAGE CONTINUE KARNA!!!!
PI LIYA?
OK NOW CONTINUE
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After some days…
I've found that coffee☕☕ was the reason of my constant constipation...MERA SACCHA
PYAARRRRR
*LOOKS TOWARDS THE ENDLESS OCEAN*
COFFEE... I luuuaaabbb coffee like it's my life I can't live without that...but I
have to quit
it if I don't wanna get hurt
anymore 😭😭😭🤧🤧 thinking about those days make me feel the pain and I get goose bumps
all over…😭😭😭good bye my coffee~~~
Lesson learnt here
KABHI KABHI JO CHIZE HUME BAHOT ZYADA PASAND HOTI HAI...(AYEEEEEEEEE MERA
coooffffeeeeeeeeeeee 😭😭😭br)WO APNE LOYE SHAYAD THIK NHI HO...HUM USSE BE-INTEHA
MOHABBAT KRTE HAI(AAAHHHHHHHHHHH MERA COFFFEEEEEE )...LEKIN WO HAMARE LIYE
SAHI NHI HOTI HAI...
JISSE TUM PYAAR KARO WO TUMHARE LIYE HAMESHA SAHI NAHI HOTA HAI...
sometimes they may harm you… way too much..
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(me right now)…
LMAAAAAAOOOOOOO I WAS SUCH A DUMB SAD BITCH LLMMMMMMMAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOO
EKDUM CHAMAN LMAO
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2 MINUTES SILENCE FOR MY COFFEE LOL
BUT the thing is…It wasn’t coffee lol…I’ll find later…I still have coffee now… but I read COFFEE MAY CAUSE CONSTIPATION too
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You are precious✨...you are strong…✨💜BORAHAE…💜✨
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