IMPORTANT NOTE PLEASE OPEN AND READ THIS
(started from September 2020)
The episodes sometimes may contain my own personal experience through depression, anxiety issues that I go through, chronic constipation,
eating disorder, mental breakdowns, some personal confessions and
other things that I experienced throughout the time of documenting
this…. I have shared the solutions to the things(things that I found
helpful) I have gone through too so it may help the ones who are
going through it…if you feel uncomfortable or triggered reading any part just skip it… you may not wanna read or hear something coz you may not be going
through it but maybe someone else need these things…at least they’ll
know they’re not alone and if anyone shared something
in the comments please don’t make fun of anyone’s situation if you can’t help or comfort then don’t waste your energy in
typing too just to make fun…I wanna create a secure and healthy environment here where people are
here to help each other.... and be there for each other to support and
comfort whenever needed...THANK YOU
P.S. ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE AND SO THIS MAY HAVE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS… BUT PLEASE UNDERTAND AND BEAR WITH ME…LOL🤡🙏
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THE AFTER EFFECTS
This documented episode is very short as compared to
other episodes I guess(?) and totally raw and not much in detail as I wasn’t
able to type that day and I haven’t edited anything or added anything
in the past documented work to elaborate in depth what I felt in those days either as I thought I
should keep it raw here…
This is the first time I am opening up this much to
anyone… but its ok… maybe someone is going through the same shit… I want
them to know that they are not alone and this will pass away soon
TRIGGER WARNING RAW EMOTIONS AHEAD
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WHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTT THEEEEEEE HHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLL
I'm going through some serious shit cncnncjd😭😭I can't even sit properly... I'm going through chronic constipation... I'm on medications but it still hurts😭😭😭oh goooooooooooooooooooddddddddddddddddddddddd aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
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After some days…
The next day after that happened… I was laying on bed
all day 🛌🕙… I wasn’t able to process what was going on around me😵😵🤯🤯… I was just lying down numb... even a small movement was painful💔😵😵… and between all this...guess who came to greet me...
PERIODS LMAO💔🙂😭
Today…I am feeling too much weak… I am not bleeding anymore
thank god(except for periods💔🙂) …. but it still hurts💔💔💀
and I am feeling too much weak and drowsy😵…maybe due to too much blood loss...💔🙂*sighs* buts its ok... I passed some shit worse than this some days
ago...this will pass too...🙂
P.S. If you feel weak.... please eat properly…even if
you don’t feel like to eat just shove in that food in your body!!!🍚🍜🍲🥗🥘🍌🍉🍗
Well that’s what I am doing right now…you did lose blood and
your body needs to make up for it…eat dates…and fruits smoothie or anything
but just keep on taking in something that would provide energy and generate
blood…DRINK A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OF WATER💧🌊…drown in it I don’t care but drink as much as you can…
P.S.: Have ORS if needed…its ok… your body is weak right now and you need
to revive it… I did ORS too high five🙌LMAO…AVOID JUNK FOOD
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STOP RIGHT THERE!
REMINDER FOR EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS
WHETHER U R GOING THROUGH CONSTIPATION OR NOT….
GO AND DRINK A GLASS OF WATER RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!
DID U HAVE WATER? WHOLE ONE GLASS?
OK NOW CONTINUE
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After some days…
I've found that coffee
☕☕ was the reason of my
constant constipation..THE TRUE LOVE OF MY LIFE….
*LOOKS TOWARDS THE ENDLESS OCEAN*
COFFEE... I luuuaaabbb coffee like it's my life I can't live without that...but I
have to quit
it if I don't wanna get hurt
anymore 😭😭😭🤧🤧 thinking about those days make me feel the pain and I get goose bumps
all over…😭😭😭good bye my coffee~~~
Lesson learnt here
Sometimes we have to give away things which
we love the most...(my coooffffeeeeeeeeeeee )things may seem to be good for
us...we would love them...but they may be harmful...
Not everything we love is always good for us... sometimes they may harm
you… way too much...
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(me right now)…
LMAAAAAAOOOOOOO I WAS SUCH A DUMB SAD BITCH LLMMMMMMMAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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2 MINUTES SILENCE FOR MY COFFEE LOL
BUT the thing is…It wasn’t coffee lol…I’ll find later…I still have coffee now… but I read COFFEE MAY CAUSE CONSTIPATION too
But for my case it wasn’t that… then what was it? Catch up in the next episode…till then take care honey….and drink water and eat well and rest well…💜💜🌟✨✨🎇🎇
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